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Fine Life
01:54
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It's a fine life
But it's not mine
Drifting away, calling me back
It's okay, but I can't do that
It's a fine life
But it's not fine
I am okay
Being alone everyday
I'll make it my home
Stuck in my mind
Memories of better times
But memories are holding me back
Wasting my time
Block them out, that's not my life
It's about time
But it's not time
Just one more day, I'll try it again
Whose to say it starts with an end?
Why can't i make myself happen?
What has a hold on me?
Why can't i get off my phone?
It's the same everyday
It's ok, it eats up my brain
It's a fine life
But It's not fine
But it's ok, i like it this way
Hanging out makes me feel safe
Trying hard to see what a future me could be
but I still see me in my past
push her away
write it out
put it away
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2. |
Hangin Out
01:42
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Does it all come out
When the words fill up your mouth
What are you saying to me
Woah
Or am i too hard to read
Plot it out
Make a map from me to you
Finding out
You keep me calling back
What can i say to you
So much depth in this small room
If the sun can't see you cry
Woah
Oh then why should i?
Here's the thing
I am not so comfortable
Discovering
Years I've been holding back
Falling in place
Falling apart of me is over
I wanted my space
So now I can give it to another
I'm just finding out
All of the things I was afraid to
So I'm calling your bluff
Just to see what we get into
So come and talk to me
If it's just so damn easy
We can hang out in your room
But I can't talk to you
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3. |
Sex Vacation
02:48
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wouldn't it be nice
to fall in love again
i'd travel across the world to get turned down by you again
i'd fuck all my friends
i'd fuck them all again
to watch you turn around and walk away
you fuck me up
thought it would be fun
spent all my money
and you weren't there
wanna take it back
back to when we met
i felt so naive and younger then
had only been four months
but then the feeling changed
and i'm still coming out
cause i'm INSANE
you fuck me up once more
don't give a fuck
that's fair
I shouldn't have gone, but where did I go wrong, and where did you go instead?
so i stayed with my friends, it didn't go as planned but now i'm home like i never left
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Creep
02:22
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You make me feel gross cause you're not around
You make me feel like a creep cause you dont like me
You make me feel like a joke cause all i do is sit and think of you
When i feel good you pop up you bring me down
Im a creep and I'm weak
Im a freak
Don't you talk to me
If you don't like me
Hitting up my phone late at night
Just wanted to say hi
Now I'm feeling sick
Just isn't worth it
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5. |
Better
02:30
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How could have it been better?
I could have called that Uber
We could have hung out another time
I could have taken my own advice
But I did the bad thing
I stayed over
It got too heavy
I blew my cover
Woke up in the morning
Still wrapped in your bed
Not sure what I'm feeling
I am happy and upset
Something that scares me
I can't get over it
I think you overwhelm me
I don't think you mean it
How could have it been better?
you could have made well damn sure
i could have said what I didn't like
i could have left but I stayed the night
and now we're not talking
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6. |
Don't Know (Woah)
03:10
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I spend more time without you than I really want to
Wanted to tell that to you but I didn't want to freak you out
The last time we hung out I left some things and said
Now not really sure if you want to hang out again
And I don't know if you know
And I'm not sure it's okay
I thought that I was the sunlight you need
I thought you were the fire to cleanse me
Remove my former life and lovers
You didn't but now I'm Feeling This Love Hurts
And I don't know if you know
And I'm not sure it's okay
And I wanted you to stay
But I choked and I ran away
If I wasn't so afraid
All the things that I would say,
say, do you want to stay?
I'll try to figure out the feelings that I have for you
The ever leaking dam of thoughts I try to
Contain but then it all floods back again
It washes over me, makes it so hard to speak
And I don't know if you know
And I'm not sure it's okay
And I wanted you to stay but I choked and I ran away if I wasn't so afraid of the things that I would say
say
do you want to stay ?
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7. |
Wrong
02:21
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Picture you drew
Still in my room
Gift that you have
I stuffed it away
Photos of us
Collecting dust
Maybe one day
I can throw them away
is it wrong to hold on
is it wrong to move on
is it wrong to be wrong
is it wrong
birthday cards, ticket stubs, old tshirts I don't even wear them
your tape measure your dads hammer do you still have my knife?
the helmet you bought it was meant for us but I never got a chance to use it
should I pack them up and put them away until I move?
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